Pox

I couldn’t wait until my weigh-in day to weigh myself, someone left the scale out so I stepped on, and I’m down two pounds! That’s 35 pounds lost total, and 5 more until 40 I’m so excited, I’m going to try and lose the next 5 pounds by the end of this month.

It’s been hard to eat well this week, but surprisingly I have. My dad decided to order two pizzas from my favorite local pizza place, but I stayed downstairs and didn’t have any or any of the leftovers the day after. Then the other day we went to Subway, and after he ordered his toasted cheese covered spicy Italian sandwich, I still ordered my veggie with no cheese. And last night, after I made myself a nice healthy wrap for dinner, he makes buffalo wings and tater tots I don’t know how on earth I resisted that either. But I did! And though its irritating that he keeps making fatty food right in front of me, it makes me feel proud that I’m able to make good choices. He almost made fun of me for not eating red meat and poultry, but then I quickly reminded him of how much weight I’ve lost. (Not made fun of me as to hurt my feelings, just joking around). I told him I’ve changed a lot of my diet just for my health, not because I don’t like it. I love red meat,   I was even very stressed yesterday and today… but I’m still sticking to it

Even if I don’t reach my goals by the dates I set, I won’t feel bad because I know I’m doing so well. I’ll reach them eventually!

It’s a better week, I’m almost in the 160’s.  I feel a lot better and I got a plenty of sleep last night, which I’ve really been needing. I’ve still been eating well but I really need to drink more water. I know I’m dehydrated, but I hate drinking plain water. I normally put crystal light in my water bottle, but the aspartame gives me headaches once in a while. I’ll find another alternative, I’m just really picky about what I drink.

Just took a nice hot shower.. I can tell I’m a lot thinner, its a great feeling. I can’t wait until my stomach isn’t all lumpy though, soon it’ll be fairly flat.. I just have to keep on going! Oh! And I’m just entering my 4th month of eating right. 3 full months of doing great! I’m really excited.