Pox

If I keep going the way I have been… I’ll reach my goal weight of 130 by the end of February. I lose approximately 10-12 pounds a month. I was 205 but now I’m 150… but I still feel huge. I’m going to be there soon but I’m ready to be thin now. No more lumps, bumps, pudge or flab. Just slim, slender with that perfect healthy layer of bodyfat. I don’t want to have that “sad” bellybutton.  I’m going to start toning my stomach like crazy. My upper arms too. I want all of that fat and loose skin gone. If I still have too much fat at 130, then I’ll lose more. I’ve been keeping a handle on my eating, but I want to limit myself more. Less fats, more liquids. I’m very dehydrated, I have dry skin and get hunger pains from thirst. But for some reason I can’t drink just plain water. I’ll have to think of some reward system. Or look at motivational pictures while drinking.

I’m closer than I’ve ever imagined possible. I’m approaching the finish line, which is just a door onto a new track. Maintaining and sculpting myself to the perfect look… I think once I’m solidly in the mid 140’s I’ll feel even better. 150 sounds so high, though just a few short months ago it sounded impossible to achieve.  I’m not going to give up now, I haven’t gained weight back ONCE since I’ve started, and its sure as heck isn’t going to happen now. I’m going to lose the rest of my weight, perfect my body and keep it that way. This time next year.. of even 6 months from now, who know’s where I’ll be. Hopefully satisfied.